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** "Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". ~ Neil Gaiman

nice no? :D

hay,here i go again. i guess my mood shifts more often these days, one minute, i'm the happy-go-lucky friend and the next thing i know, i'm feeling this somber,nostalgic and almost melancholic feeling that makes me want to stay in one place and think.

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i miss my old life.when it was a whole lot easier and a little less complicated. everything then was literally and figuratively made better by bandaids and lollipop i remember looking forward to christmas because i sill believed in Santa Claus back then.i hated whoever spilled the beans on him.

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our grades are to be released tomorrow.o gawd, the suspense is killing me!! i guess i'm learning the hard way that i can never get through college without studying. i swear, i will do my best in the coming semesters and no more cuts! well, only if its really necessary.hehe

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i'm totally inlove with my friends right now.. :D i love my inuman partners and the college bitches.. :D

i mish my blockmates..huhu